bestie for life

sometimes i just dun understand why drama serials love to show how people rushed the cab uncle and get outta the cab w/o taking change and run in the airport looking for their love one frantically as though the airport is three times of the national stadium.

today i had a fair share of that. like seriously. i jus ran out after dropping my cash on the seat. said she was at the departure hall right in front of 5 & 6 which is at the other end of where i alighted. was really lost and i just ran as fast as my legs could carry me. the feeling of not getting the chance to meet her before she leaves was terrible.

but, like she said, thank goodness i made it in time.
as expected, her tears just burst out like river burst through the dams.

do you know though you've always been the one crying, be it good times or bad, you were much stronger then i am. thinking back you were always the one being there for me, giving in and all. dont recall myself doing anything for you apart from teaching you how to slack and go town after school in secondary 2.

really appreciate everything you've done for me! all the countless favours and buget hotel. there's really no other friends like you. so selfless and kind and understanding and whatever. though we drifted so much(like i said we would 3yrs back), i still enjoy our occasional meet ups with ruth and sammie. wished we had much more to share. missed all the phone calls and bitching sessions after school at your place. felt sad sometimes when im not being able to share as much as what you shared with your new friends and often question myself if im just self-proclaiming us as bff. ohwells.. enough said. i know you love me more then jane and mary :)




ps: hopefully that's the right size.

back in action!

hols kinda suck..
and i gotta enjoy hols till the cows come home!

checklist:
- camp feast
- uni application
- private uni application
- job application
- usf preview
- seal points consolidation
- HK icep
- STUDY FOR ERM


grad aint that great after all

valentine's <3

ure way too beautiful girl.